Britse soldaat stuurt aangrijpende brief naar zijn moeder die inzage geeft hoe een oorlog eruit ziet
Informatie uit eerste hand is van de oorlog is door geheimhoudingsplicht zeldzaam. Deze brief van een Britse soldaat gee...
Informatie uit eerste hand is van de oorlog is door geheimhoudingsplicht zeldzaam. Deze brief van een Britse soldaat geeft een kijkje in de keuken van soldaten die strijden aan het front.
In 2009 werd het tweede bataljon The Rifles ingezet in Afghanistan. Halverwege de missie verloor het bataljon negen soldaten. Een van de gesneuvelden was Cyrus Thatcher. Hij is negentien jaar oud geworden en kwam om door een explosie.
Enkele opmerkelijke fragmenten uit zijn brieven zijn:
Hier is het elke dag dezelfde shit. Elke dag ziet eruit als een maandag hier. Je verliest het besef welke dag het is. Ik weet nou niet precies of het nou snel of langzaam gaat.'
Slecht nieuws. Een van onze mannen is een paar dagen geleden overleden. We hebben een stille toch gehouden en daarna een paar minuten stilte. Het is zo raar dat je door zoveel verschillende emoties gaat onder deze condities. Het is alsof iets je elke dag weer opnieuw in elkaar wil slaan. Het belangrijkste dat je niet bij de pakken gaat neerzitten. Ik moet er niet teveel bij stilstaan anders ga ik eraan onderdoor.
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27 April 2009
Ive just got your bluey [letter] (the 1st one) yea you are right it does get fucking hot, I cant work out wether Im tanned or just burnt to fuck!! Ive spoke to you on the phone so you no what Ive been doing. Im well proud of you loosing all that weight. Suppose youve got a pretty good insentive. Wev had the same shit maybe a month now. Everyday a Monday out here. You kind of loose track of days. I cant quite work out if its going fast or slow. This pen is shit its doing my head in!!
Iv been thinking of loads of things and places to do, go and see. Me and Elliott are gonna go to Amsterdam after this. THINK WE MAY HAVE DESERVED IT!! It should be a good day (November 5th) [their homecoming parade]. On the 6th we can go Belfast Ive got loads of sad things I wanna buy ie Sky+ Big TV. Get the old man to help me rearange my room and help me fix my shelves. Im not the DIY type normally resort to celler tape or blue tack. HA HA HA. Hope everyones safe at home. Complete detox out here water no drink. So my dance moves might involve a bit of stumbling when I return! Im coming home 2 weeks earlier now so thats kinda good, it might be worth Zac picking me up give me a bit of chill out time so I dont try stab a gobby civvi plus hes a good listener, sumtimes I wonder if hes listening or thinking of sumthing completely irrelivant.
Well pass this round the family so they can all admire my extream spelling (infantry eh!). Lots of love to all the nearest and dearest. Love Ya!! Xxxx
12 May 2009
Yesterday was a massive day for moral an american chopper came in yesterday. I got 5 blueys one from Zac, Daphne, I think Sharpie sent one and Dad?? With some pictures that was great. I stared at them for about an hour I cant explain how good it is to get pictures and stuff you get grown men close to tears at the sight of there kid or a good night out its really strange how this place fucks with your head and emotions. A BIG ONE that I NEED you to try do (get started ill help when I get back) is appeal to local charitys, churches, major companys ie Zoo, Cadburys, boots you name it. Write to them and explain my whereabouts and they do send gifts, chocolate, sweets, magazines you name it trust me a lot of the lads parents did it and theyve got clothes, the lot. Trust me Red bull, lucazade, fags AND SWEETS are wicked just keep sending them and URGE people to send photos they keep the moral SKY HIGH. I thought Steely and Zacs [poses] in the garden were quality. I can only prove how much a letter or small parcel means by finding time to right back thats probley the most precious thing I have and Ide trade hours for a letter.
On some much sadder news one of our rifleman died a few days back, we had a parade and a few minutes silence its so strange how many emotions you go through living in these conditions its like everything wants to beat you and rewin your day. Its about not letting it get to you and dont worry nothing fucking gets to me. Well Im off I love you all loads thanks for my parcels and letters. Lots of love xxx
14 May 2009
Its just gone 10 in the morning here Im on a stag rotation for the next 7 days guarding the FOB. Its 6 hours on 3 hours off so not much sleep. (Im already an hour in). If you could see what Im looking at now youd be pretty shocked. Its pretty stunning to be honest. I could probley sling shot a stone from where we were last contacted [shot at] from Ha! Ha! Ha! Pretty fucking crazy huh? I shouldnt really tell you this but its safer than on the phone were leaving this place. Its gonna be a fucking massive operation moving this lot + a lot of helicopter rides. So when I come back after R&R [leave] ill fly to [the main British camp] bastion then out to our new FOB. You dont really do much on stag. Swetting my tits of its gonna hit 50 degrees today. AAAAH Shit my grenade just fell out of my [body armour] we wont mention that to any higherarcy will we now.
I think you said you were going to a weight loss thing a few days ago hope that well? (Just keep going) 37 days ill be home not that Im counting or anything??? THINK theres a bird coming in today at 13.30 so this bluey will probley arrive with the others well as always gotta go ill try ring when I get a top-up of minuets on Monday. FUCK knows what day it is I thought it was Sunday today. Ha! Ha! Well lots of love to you all!
Cyrus Thatcher kwam onfortuinlijk om op 2 Juni 2009. Hij schreef deze brief voor het geval hij om zou komen.
Hello its me, this is gonna be hard for you to read but I write this knowing every time you thinks shits got to much for you to handle (so dont cry on it MUM!!) you can read this and hopefully it will help you all get through.
For a start SHIT I got hit!! Now Iv got that out the way I can say the things Iv hopefully made clear, or if I havent this should clear it all up for me. My hole life youv all been there for me through thick and thin bit like a wedding through good and bad. Without you I believe I wouldnt have made it as far as I have. I died doing what I was born to do I was happy and felt great about myself although the army was sadly the ending of me it was also the making of me so please dont feel any hate toward it. One thing I no I never made clear to you all was I make jokes about my life starting in the Army. Thats wrong VERY wrong my life began a LONG time before that (Obviously) but you get what I mean. All the times Iv tried to neglect the family get angry when you try teach me right from wrong wot I mean to say is I only realised that you were trying to help when I joined the army and without YOUR help I would have never had the BALLS, the GRIT and the damn right determination to crack on and do it. If I could have a wish in life it would to be able to say Iv gone and done things many would never try to do. And going to Afghan has fulfilled my dream ie my goal. Yes I am young wich as a parent must brake you heart but you must all somehow find the strength that I found to do something no matter how big the challenge. As Im writing this letter I can see you all crying and mornin my death but if I could have one wish in an after life it would be to stop your crying and continueing your dreams (as I did) because if I were watching only that would brake my heart. So dry your tears and put on a brave face for the rest of your friends and family who need you.
I want each and everyone of you to forfill a dream and at the end of it look at what you have done (completed) and feel the accomplishment and achievement I did only then will you understand how I felt when I passed away.
[Voor zijn broer:] You are both amazing men and will continue to be throughout your lives you both deserve to be happy and fofill all of your dreams.
Dad my idol, my friend, my best friend, my teacher, my coach, everything I ever succeeded in my life I owe to you and maybe a little bit of me! You are a great man and the perfect role model and the past two years of being in the army I noticed that and me and you have been on the best level we have ever been. I thank you for nothing because I no all you have given to me is not there to be thanked for its there because you did it cause you love me and that is my most proudest thing I could ever say.
Mum, where do I start with you!! For a start your perfect, your smell, your hugs, the way your life was dedicated to us boys and especially the way you cared each and every step us boys took. I love you, you were the reason I made it as far as I did you were the reason I was loved more than any child I no and that made me feel special.
Your all such great individuals and I hope somehow this letter will help you get through this shit time!! Just remember do NOT mourn my death as hard as this will seem, celebrate a great life that has had its ups and downs. I love you all more than you would ever no and in your own individual ways helped me get through it all. I wish you all the best with your dreams.
Remember chin up head down. With love Cyrus xxxx